unexpected

  I was unexpectedly down these days. Actually something and someone makes me think bout the past again and I was so scare of ever losing someone important to me again. I didnt get enough sleep, I cant sleep well, I cant focus on things that I did. I think I'm gonna lose my job soon. I'm thinking of changing lines. What if I dont wanna work in a restaurant anymore? what if I dont wanna work in a kitchen or service crew anymore? what if i just wanna live a simple life and forget bout the past? what if I'm damn tired?

  Life is unfair, the world is unfair. I saw something that says :

"Life is too short.
Work as if it was your first day.
Forgive as soon as possible.
Love without boundaries...
Laugh without control
and never stop smiling."

I agreed that life is too short. we can never go back to the past. I missed someone, I wanna be with someone, I wanna hug someone, and I know that will never happen. I really dont know what other meaning I have so here I wish you all, Have a Nice Day....